A few days ago someone told me I had no friends ..funny as that might seem I can't believe I actually took it to heart.
I know for a fact that I don't have a lot of friends and I'm definitely not popular but I have 2 close friends who I can share everything with. I can honestly say I'm happy I don't have a lot of friends because who can you really trust?
Last year and this year I've realized who my real friends are and who will be there for you when you need them the most.
I might only have 2 close and actual friends but trust me, when you want real friends two is more than enough.
So next time someone tells you have no friends don't take it to heart like I did<3
Lots of people want to ride with you in the limo, but what you want is someone who will take the bus with you when the limo breaks down.
Oprah Winfrey
Sunday, 18 December 2011
Wednesday, 14 December 2011
Time To Grow Up
Anybody can put on a fake smile.
Anybody can say "I'm fine."
Anybody can say "Nothings wrong, I'm just tired."
But deep down everybody knows its complete BULLSHIT.
So, I guess what i'm really trying to say is if everybody knows your lying..why do we lie? Are we just afraid of what people might have to say? or what people might think? or even what they might do? All I know is I was taught not to lie when I was younger and I bet everyone else was too..so why do we do it?
I hate lying to someone because what good does it do to me? It's not like me lying is hurting them..its mostly hurting me. What I hate most is not lying for myself but lying for a friend..This "person" I know is amazing ! I dunno what I'd do without this person..but theres one problem this person just repeats the same mistake over and over...
What would you do if you were in my position? Tell? yah right.. I want this person to know that their secret is safe with me but lying is hard when people think every things fine and nothings wrong. This person doesn't realize that just because people think every things okay.. doesn't mean it really is..
I hope this person reads this post..because maybe it'll help this person realize that people care and they just wanna help ..
Anybody can say "I'm fine."
Anybody can say "Nothings wrong, I'm just tired."
But deep down everybody knows its complete BULLSHIT.
So, I guess what i'm really trying to say is if everybody knows your lying..why do we lie? Are we just afraid of what people might have to say? or what people might think? or even what they might do? All I know is I was taught not to lie when I was younger and I bet everyone else was too..so why do we do it?
I hate lying to someone because what good does it do to me? It's not like me lying is hurting them..its mostly hurting me. What I hate most is not lying for myself but lying for a friend..This "person" I know is amazing ! I dunno what I'd do without this person..but theres one problem this person just repeats the same mistake over and over...
What would you do if you were in my position? Tell? yah right.. I want this person to know that their secret is safe with me but lying is hard when people think every things fine and nothings wrong. This person doesn't realize that just because people think every things okay.. doesn't mean it really is..
I hope this person reads this post..because maybe it'll help this person realize that people care and they just wanna help ..
Monday, 12 December 2011
Drama
You can call me weird..I really don't care.
You can call me strange..still doesn't bug me.
You can even call me someone who isn't going to grow up to be happy..Keep going still doesn't bug me.
You can go on and call me whatever you want cause you might think your hurting my feelings but honey I really don't care what you have to say about me..
Go ahead and talk behind my back cause it's really not doing you any good.
I really don't care how many friends you have compared to me or how many boyfriends you've had then me..cause it doesn't prove anything.
Don't you hate it when people shit talk behind your back? Cause I know I do..
I know ALOT of people shit talk...I can say this because I do.. and I'm not gonna lie about it either.
What bugs me its mostly GIRLS who do it too..
When I go to the bathroom at school all I see is writing all over the walls..like who in hell takes the time to write something so rude and unnecessary on the walls? I guess what I'm trying to say is why can't girls just be like guys..MOVE ON? why is it so hard for us to just forget and move on with our lives?
It bugs me so much that half these girls are so fake when they talk to me. I know what you say about me behind my back..why can't you just say it to my face? It's not like saying it behind my back makes it even better. So it's time to grow up and act mature.
What's worse about shit talkers is the drama that comes with it.
It goes from one person to another and when you hear about it you just go INSANE and cause this whole scene that gets you no where...
I feel like I'm in grade 2 when this happens...
Sometimes leaving high school is the best thing ever because once you get into university or college you don't have to worry about anyone but yourself..
You can call me strange..still doesn't bug me.
You can even call me someone who isn't going to grow up to be happy..Keep going still doesn't bug me.
You can go on and call me whatever you want cause you might think your hurting my feelings but honey I really don't care what you have to say about me..
Go ahead and talk behind my back cause it's really not doing you any good.
I really don't care how many friends you have compared to me or how many boyfriends you've had then me..cause it doesn't prove anything.
Don't you hate it when people shit talk behind your back? Cause I know I do..
I know ALOT of people shit talk...I can say this because I do.. and I'm not gonna lie about it either.
What bugs me its mostly GIRLS who do it too..
When I go to the bathroom at school all I see is writing all over the walls..like who in hell takes the time to write something so rude and unnecessary on the walls? I guess what I'm trying to say is why can't girls just be like guys..MOVE ON? why is it so hard for us to just forget and move on with our lives?
It bugs me so much that half these girls are so fake when they talk to me. I know what you say about me behind my back..why can't you just say it to my face? It's not like saying it behind my back makes it even better. So it's time to grow up and act mature.
What's worse about shit talkers is the drama that comes with it.
It goes from one person to another and when you hear about it you just go INSANE and cause this whole scene that gets you no where...
I feel like I'm in grade 2 when this happens...
Sometimes leaving high school is the best thing ever because once you get into university or college you don't have to worry about anyone but yourself..
Is it too much to ask?
You know what I HATE so much? When people say their going to do something but NEVER and I mean NEVER do it.
It makes me so angry that no matter how many times I ask they keep saying "sure", "yah lets do it" or "omg lets do it sometime this week", but in the end forget or say "I have no time." DON'T TELL ME YOUR GOING TO DO SOMETHING...WHEN YOUR NOT.
Just last week I asked my parents if they can teach me how to drive for my g2 test that is happening in a couple of weeks and since I have no idea how to drive, I thought some practice would help...obviously and you know what they tell me? "Okay, we'll teach you on Sunday" Yah like I'm going to believe that...
Sooooo...it's Sunday..and guess what..they're to busy..
I can honestly say ..I'm screwed..
SO IF YOU EVER SEE ME ON THE ROADS...watch out cause I guarantee you will die..
I'm not trying to be rude I know my parents really want to teach me but I just wish they'd take a little bit of time just once to help me for at least an hour..It's all I really ask.
Wish me luck on my G2..I really hope I pass.
It makes me so angry that no matter how many times I ask they keep saying "sure", "yah lets do it" or "omg lets do it sometime this week", but in the end forget or say "I have no time." DON'T TELL ME YOUR GOING TO DO SOMETHING...WHEN YOUR NOT.
Just last week I asked my parents if they can teach me how to drive for my g2 test that is happening in a couple of weeks and since I have no idea how to drive, I thought some practice would help...obviously and you know what they tell me? "Okay, we'll teach you on Sunday" Yah like I'm going to believe that...
Sooooo...it's Sunday..and guess what..they're to busy..
I can honestly say ..I'm screwed..
SO IF YOU EVER SEE ME ON THE ROADS...watch out cause I guarantee you will die..
I'm not trying to be rude I know my parents really want to teach me but I just wish they'd take a little bit of time just once to help me for at least an hour..It's all I really ask.
Wish me luck on my G2..I really hope I pass.
Thursday, 8 December 2011
Friday, 11 November 2011
11/11/11
Lest We Forget<3
Those who fought in the war will never be forgotten, those who gave up their lives so we can live are those that will stay in our heart forever.
A hero is someone who has given his or her life to something bigger than oneself.
Joseph Campbell
Every year we take two minutes to remember all of the people who went over. They are the reason why we are still here and doing what were doing. In the memory to all those who fought and are still fighting.Let us never forget those who laid down their lives in the name of freedom.
Take two minutes, would you mind?
It’s a pittance of time
For the boys and the girls who go over
In peacetime our best still don battle dress
And lay their lives on the line.
It’s a pittance of time
In Peace may they rest, lest we forget why they died.
Take a pittance of time
-Terry Kelly
Rest In Peace<3
Those who fought in the war will never be forgotten, those who gave up their lives so we can live are those that will stay in our heart forever.
A hero is someone who has given his or her life to something bigger than oneself.
Joseph Campbell
Every year we take two minutes to remember all of the people who went over. They are the reason why we are still here and doing what were doing. In the memory to all those who fought and are still fighting.Let us never forget those who laid down their lives in the name of freedom.
Take two minutes, would you mind?
It’s a pittance of time
For the boys and the girls who go over
In peacetime our best still don battle dress
And lay their lives on the line.
It’s a pittance of time
In Peace may they rest, lest we forget why they died.
Take a pittance of time
-Terry Kelly
Rest In Peace<3
Wednesday, 9 November 2011
Pessimistic
I am one of the most pessimistic person you will ever know. For all of you who don't know what pesstimistic means it's expecting the worst possible outcome. I am a little bit of optomistic but whenever I do something or hear about something, I always assume the worse.
Example number 1: When I got in an accident a few years ago, I thought I was going to die and thought my life was going to end that very day.
When I look at the world I'm pessimistic, but when I look at people I am optimistic.
Carl Rogers
When I look at the world, I assume what life would be like if something happened to it, but when I look at people I see something I would never have guessed.
I never walk in a room with a positive attitude, wheather its going for a job interview, after a test or going to write a test. I know in my heart that something's going to happen, it just hasn't happened yet.
I've gone through alot in myself to think this way. I wasn't just born pesstimistic. There's just some stuff I've gone through that made me think this way. In some cases I do think positive even though I know i'm lying to myself.
Example number 1: When I got in an accident a few years ago, I thought I was going to die and thought my life was going to end that very day.
When I look at the world I'm pessimistic, but when I look at people I am optimistic.
Carl Rogers
When I look at the world, I assume what life would be like if something happened to it, but when I look at people I see something I would never have guessed.
I never walk in a room with a positive attitude, wheather its going for a job interview, after a test or going to write a test. I know in my heart that something's going to happen, it just hasn't happened yet.
I've gone through alot in myself to think this way. I wasn't just born pesstimistic. There's just some stuff I've gone through that made me think this way. In some cases I do think positive even though I know i'm lying to myself.
Monday, 7 November 2011
Redo
If you had one free "redo" what would you do over? or what would you do again?
If I had one free "redo" I would go back to grade 2 and redo all the stuff that I have done. In grade 2, I told a lie that escaladed and hurt many people. I didn't only hurt my feelings but my parents too. This day was the worst day ever. It was the day I thought I would never see my parents again. Everyday that day haunts me because I was young and didn't know what I have done. I wish I could go back in time and change everything that I have done. With this free "redo" I would also take back all the mean stuff I have said and done to all those people I have hurt in my past. I didn't know what came over me and I have no real reason as to why I did it. All I know is karmas a bitch and I deserved it.
If I had one free "redo" I would go back to grade 2 and redo all the stuff that I have done. In grade 2, I told a lie that escaladed and hurt many people. I didn't only hurt my feelings but my parents too. This day was the worst day ever. It was the day I thought I would never see my parents again. Everyday that day haunts me because I was young and didn't know what I have done. I wish I could go back in time and change everything that I have done. With this free "redo" I would also take back all the mean stuff I have said and done to all those people I have hurt in my past. I didn't know what came over me and I have no real reason as to why I did it. All I know is karmas a bitch and I deserved it.
Thursday, 3 November 2011
Jamie Hubley
I know it's been awhile since I have blogged but I've been really busy ! :(
I also know I'm very late for this but I want to dedicate this blog post to Jamie Hubley
For anyone who doesn't know who Jamie Hubley is he is a 15 year old boy who committed suicide because he was bullied for his sexuality.
“It gets better. It seems hard, you know, I think being different is always gonna be a tough climb. There's always gonna be people that are scared of it. But at the end of the day you give those bullies, those people, that are so ignorant, if you give them the power to affect you, you're letting them win. And they don't deserve that. What you're doing by being yourself is you're keeping it real, and you're being really brave.”
― Adam Lambert
Bullying hurts and no one deserves to be bullied for their race, colour, sexuality and even by stereotypes. Jamie Hubley took his own life because he couldn't handle being bullied. If someone took a stand and stayed by his side he may be here right now. Jamie is now in a better place and will never be forgotten. Jamie left this world as an inspiration. He spoke out to a lot of people and I hope that one day everyone will get the message that bullying is a serious matter. Suicide in Canada is known to be the second leading cause of death that affects gay, lesbian, bisexual and transgender youth. It's time to stop bullying.
If you know someone who is being bullied don't just stand their and watch, do something about it. Help change the world by calling http://www.childline.org.uk/
R.I.P Jamie Hubley, You will never be forgotten. <3
I also know I'm very late for this but I want to dedicate this blog post to Jamie Hubley
For anyone who doesn't know who Jamie Hubley is he is a 15 year old boy who committed suicide because he was bullied for his sexuality.
“It gets better. It seems hard, you know, I think being different is always gonna be a tough climb. There's always gonna be people that are scared of it. But at the end of the day you give those bullies, those people, that are so ignorant, if you give them the power to affect you, you're letting them win. And they don't deserve that. What you're doing by being yourself is you're keeping it real, and you're being really brave.”
― Adam Lambert
Bullying hurts and no one deserves to be bullied for their race, colour, sexuality and even by stereotypes. Jamie Hubley took his own life because he couldn't handle being bullied. If someone took a stand and stayed by his side he may be here right now. Jamie is now in a better place and will never be forgotten. Jamie left this world as an inspiration. He spoke out to a lot of people and I hope that one day everyone will get the message that bullying is a serious matter. Suicide in Canada is known to be the second leading cause of death that affects gay, lesbian, bisexual and transgender youth. It's time to stop bullying.
If you know someone who is being bullied don't just stand their and watch, do something about it. Help change the world by calling http://www.childline.org.uk/
R.I.P Jamie Hubley, You will never be forgotten. <3
Monday, 10 October 2011
Faith & Believe
What Do You Have Faith In? And What Do You Believe?
I have faith in myself. I know that one day all the hard work and determination will be all worth it. I know that all the homework and school work I do will pay off in the end. I have faith that everyday I will wake up a day closer to my dream and success.
As your faith is strengthened you will find that there is no longer the need to have a sense of control, that things will flow as they will, and that you will flow with them, to your great delight and benefit.
Emmanuel Teney
I know that one day, I will not only make myself proud but my parents too. I have faith in myself and I hope everyone who loves me does too. If I don't have faith in myself, I don't think I would have gotten this far like I have today. If you think you can do something than you can but if you say you cannot then you simply cannot.
I believe that if you don't have enough faith in yourself, that means your giving up way to fast and you will encounter an obstacle or someone telling you that someone like you will never be able to achieve your goals.
_________
What Do You Believe?
I believe in many things, but one thing that I believe in the most is karma. I believe that what goes around comes around, I believe that karma is a way of teaching a lesson when you do something that you shouldn't have done. It is a way to get a taste of your own medicine and learn from your mistakes. Karma makes you a stronger and more mature person in life when you realize what you have done and paid for it. Karma allows you to go through the same situation but more than once, it gives you a second chance on everything.
How people treat you is their karma; how you react is yours.
Wayne Dyer
I have faith in myself. I know that one day all the hard work and determination will be all worth it. I know that all the homework and school work I do will pay off in the end. I have faith that everyday I will wake up a day closer to my dream and success.
As your faith is strengthened you will find that there is no longer the need to have a sense of control, that things will flow as they will, and that you will flow with them, to your great delight and benefit.
Emmanuel Teney
I know that one day, I will not only make myself proud but my parents too. I have faith in myself and I hope everyone who loves me does too. If I don't have faith in myself, I don't think I would have gotten this far like I have today. If you think you can do something than you can but if you say you cannot then you simply cannot.
I believe that if you don't have enough faith in yourself, that means your giving up way to fast and you will encounter an obstacle or someone telling you that someone like you will never be able to achieve your goals.
_________
What Do You Believe?
I believe in many things, but one thing that I believe in the most is karma. I believe that what goes around comes around, I believe that karma is a way of teaching a lesson when you do something that you shouldn't have done. It is a way to get a taste of your own medicine and learn from your mistakes. Karma makes you a stronger and more mature person in life when you realize what you have done and paid for it. Karma allows you to go through the same situation but more than once, it gives you a second chance on everything.
How people treat you is their karma; how you react is yours.
Wayne Dyer
Wednesday, 5 October 2011
Believe
Believe - Jessica Tyler
This song is one of my favourite songs. Its by Jessica Tyler she's from the show Degrassi. It is amazing <3
It's hard to imagine that our love story
Is one that will come to an end
I fell so hard for you, You pulled me right in
But I'm not gonna sit and pretend
Oh, I'm so over it, and I don't wanna see you,
...And deep down inside that's a lie
I look at the pictures of you and me,
And it hurts that I have to say goodbye.
And I believe in wishing on stars, dreaming out so far
And I believed that things would change, you'd stop playing games
To love like you've never been hurt before, To live like this Heaven's on Earth
I believe, I believe
Oh it's so sad to know you are in my past
But we both know it's for the best
Slowly I've realized there's more to my life
Than wondering the cause of our mess
I could be shinin' like one in a million
I feel my dreams coming true
The days will move along
and I know it'll takes time
But you let me down when I believed in you...
1 year ago
I believed
In wishin' on stars
Dreamin' out so far...
And I believed...
That things would change,
You'd stop playin' games!
To love like you've never been hurt before
To live like this heaven's on earth!
I believe... I believe...
It's time for me to follow my heart and my soul
Destiny's on my side!
Listen to the voice within and let fate find our way (?)
I believed...
In wishin' on stars
Dreamin' out so far...
And I believed...
That things would change,
You'd stop playin' games!
To love like you've never been hurt before
To live like this heaven's on earth!
This song is one of my favourite songs. Its by Jessica Tyler she's from the show Degrassi. It is amazing <3
It's hard to imagine that our love story
Is one that will come to an end
I fell so hard for you, You pulled me right in
But I'm not gonna sit and pretend
Oh, I'm so over it, and I don't wanna see you,
...And deep down inside that's a lie
I look at the pictures of you and me,
And it hurts that I have to say goodbye.
And I believe in wishing on stars, dreaming out so far
And I believed that things would change, you'd stop playing games
To love like you've never been hurt before, To live like this Heaven's on Earth
I believe, I believe
Oh it's so sad to know you are in my past
But we both know it's for the best
Slowly I've realized there's more to my life
Than wondering the cause of our mess
I could be shinin' like one in a million
I feel my dreams coming true
The days will move along
and I know it'll takes time
But you let me down when I believed in you...
1 year ago
I believed
In wishin' on stars
Dreamin' out so far...
And I believed...
That things would change,
You'd stop playin' games!
To love like you've never been hurt before
To live like this heaven's on earth!
I believe... I believe...
It's time for me to follow my heart and my soul
Destiny's on my side!
Listen to the voice within and let fate find our way (?)
I believed...
In wishin' on stars
Dreamin' out so far...
And I believed...
That things would change,
You'd stop playin' games!
To love like you've never been hurt before
To live like this heaven's on earth!
Changes
I've hardly made any changes in my life. Every time I would love to change something, I just never have to courage to do it. The biggest change I've ever made in my life was deciding on where I wanted to see myself in a couple of years. The biggest change I have made in my life is making my parents proud, even though it hurts you. My dream is to go to a college and become a forensic pathologist, but something always gets in the way. Going away to school is the biggest nightmare to my parents. Now a days I'm forced to stay home and go to school here and study courses I have no interest in. I sure wish my life was a bit easier..
Monday, 3 October 2011
What Changes Would You Like To See In The World?
The changes I would like to see in the world are when human beings such as ourselves see each other as a one. Everyone is different and unique in their own way and everyone should be accepted the same way they want to be accepted. I would like to see the world change by everyone taking the time to listen and try to make the world a better place. The biggest change i would like to see in the world is by accepting same-sex marriages throughout the world. Marriage is about two people who are in love and will support each other throughout the marriage. Same-sex marriages will strengthen and enrich the social concept of marriage. The world will not end if they get married. Women were finally allowed to vote, and black and white people can get along without all the racism, so why can't two people from the same sex get married too? They have every right to get married.
Sunday, 2 October 2011
Questions Of Life
By: Praveen
How many steps will it take to walk a mile?
How many seconds will it take to wait a while?
How many battles do we need for us to win?
How many Gods do we need to forgive our sins?
How many times must a man betray his faith?
How many times can a man control his hate?
When do we say that justice isn't fair?
HOw can we educe the burden that we bear?
Where is the youth who will dare?
Where can we find the people who really care?
Where can we find the road to success?
Is it in the north, south, east, or west?
Where can I find true love?
That God had gave from above?
How many struggles do we need to make it through?
When do we say that a statement is false or true?
How can I forgive others?
When they killed my peers?
Can you give help to those people in need?
After they have dropped you and you bleed?
Who are the people you can trust?
In this world, to fight is a must.
The world will continue to evolve,
Until those questions have been solved.
How many steps will it take to walk a mile?
How many seconds will it take to wait a while?
How many battles do we need for us to win?
How many Gods do we need to forgive our sins?
How many times must a man betray his faith?
How many times can a man control his hate?
When do we say that justice isn't fair?
HOw can we educe the burden that we bear?
Where is the youth who will dare?
Where can we find the people who really care?
Where can we find the road to success?
Is it in the north, south, east, or west?
Where can I find true love?
That God had gave from above?
How many struggles do we need to make it through?
When do we say that a statement is false or true?
How can I forgive others?
When they killed my peers?
Can you give help to those people in need?
After they have dropped you and you bleed?
Who are the people you can trust?
In this world, to fight is a must.
The world will continue to evolve,
Until those questions have been solved.
What Makes A Good Parent?
Every parent is different. Everyone has their own way to take of their own children. Good parenting comes from the heart and sets a good example towards them. A good parent shows love and accepts them for who they are. Examples of good parenting are by spending quality time together, letting them know what to except, building trust and by providing safety. Nobody is the perfect parent. Treat your child the way you want to be treated. Show that you love them and that you will never let anyone hurt them. Showing that you care will bring them closer.
Believe You Can And Your Halfway There
Believe You Can And Your Halfway There - Theodore Roosevelt
This quote has a lot of meaning to it. These powerful words by Theodore Roosevelt gives us the sense that if we think we can do something, then we are all on our way to do it. Whenever you feel you cannot do something just remember your halfway there to the top. Winners never quit, no matter how big the mountain is, just remember you can you climb it.
This quote has a lot of meaning to it. These powerful words by Theodore Roosevelt gives us the sense that if we think we can do something, then we are all on our way to do it. Whenever you feel you cannot do something just remember your halfway there to the top. Winners never quit, no matter how big the mountain is, just remember you can you climb it.
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