Friends

A few days ago someone told me I had no friends ..funny as that might seem I can't believe I actually took it to heart.
I know for a fact that I don't have a lot of friends and I'm definitely not popular but I have 2 close friends who I can share everything with. I can honestly say I'm happy I don't have a lot of friends because who can you really trust?
Last year and this year I've realized who my real friends are and who will be there for you when you need them the most.
I might only have 2 close and actual friends but trust me, when you want real friends two is more than enough.

So next time someone tells you have no friends don't take it to heart like I did<3


Lots of people want to ride with you in the limo, but what you want is someone who will take the bus with you when the limo breaks down.
Oprah Winfrey

Time To Grow Up

Anybody can put on a fake smile.
Anybody can say "I'm fine."
Anybody can say "Nothings wrong, I'm just tired."
But deep down everybody knows its complete BULLSHIT.

So, I guess what i'm really trying to say is if everybody knows your lying..why do we lie? Are we just afraid of what people might have to say? or what people might think? or even what they might do? All I know is I was taught not to lie when I was younger and I bet everyone else was too..so why do we do it?

I hate lying to someone because what good does it do to me? It's not like me lying is hurting them..its mostly hurting me. What I hate most is not lying for myself but lying for a friend..This "person" I know is amazing ! I dunno what I'd do without this person..but theres one problem this person just repeats the same mistake over and over...

What would you do if you were in my position? Tell? yah right.. I want this person to know that their secret is safe with me but lying is hard when people think every things fine and nothings wrong. This person doesn't realize that just because people think every things okay.. doesn't mean it really is..

I hope this person reads this post..because maybe it'll help this person realize that people care and they just wanna help ..

Drama

You can call me weird..I really don't care.
You can call me strange..still doesn't bug me.
You can even call me someone who isn't going to grow up to be happy..Keep going still doesn't bug me.
You can go on and call me whatever you want cause you might think your hurting my feelings but honey I really don't care what you have to say about me..
Go ahead and talk behind my back cause it's really not doing you any good.
I really don't care how many friends you have compared to me or how many boyfriends you've had then me..cause it doesn't prove anything.

Don't you hate it when people shit talk behind your back? Cause I know I do..
I know ALOT of people shit talk...I can say this because I do.. and I'm not gonna lie about it either.
What bugs me its mostly GIRLS who do it too..
When I go to the bathroom at school all I see is writing all over the walls..like who in hell takes the time to write something so rude and unnecessary on the walls? I guess what I'm trying to say is why can't girls just be like guys..MOVE ON? why is it so hard for us to just forget and move on with our lives?
It bugs me so much that half these girls are so fake when they talk to me. I know what you say about me behind my back..why can't you just say it to my face? It's not like saying it behind my back makes it even better. So it's time to grow up and act mature.

What's worse about shit talkers is the drama that comes with it.
It goes from one person to another and when you hear about it you just go INSANE and cause this whole scene that gets you no where...
I feel like I'm in grade 2 when this happens...
Sometimes leaving high school is the best thing ever because once you get into university or college you don't have to worry about anyone but yourself..

Is it too much to ask?

You know what I HATE so much? When people say their going to do something but NEVER and I mean NEVER do it.
It makes me so angry that no matter how many times I ask they keep saying "sure", "yah lets do it" or "omg lets do it sometime this week", but in the end forget or say "I have no time." DON'T TELL ME YOUR GOING TO DO SOMETHING...WHEN YOUR NOT.
Just last week I asked my parents if they can teach me how to drive for my g2 test that is happening in a couple of weeks and since I have no idea how to drive, I thought some practice would help...obviously and you know what they tell me? "Okay, we'll teach you on Sunday" Yah like I'm going to believe that...
Sooooo...it's Sunday..and guess what..they're to busy..
I can honestly say ..I'm screwed..
SO IF YOU EVER SEE ME ON THE ROADS...watch out cause I guarantee you will die..
I'm not trying to be rude I know my parents really want to teach me but I just wish they'd take a little bit of time just once to help me for at least an hour..It's all I really ask.
Wish me luck on my G2..I really hope I pass.